Did you ever delete the Peter Thiel fancast? I wanted to relisten to the "busting inside" one but couldn't find them. I didn't look too much to be honest but it would be interesting to listen to them again.
Interesting. I have heard numerous people say similar things regarding how they feel about their memory. Patients , family members a few friends. If there is a collective amnesia taking place it would have to be something wide-spread. Radiation from technology is very suspect. Also it seems cellular activity is affected by magnetic fields. With our magnetosphere weakening relatively fast it could be causing an untold number of physiological issues including memory retention and acquisition. Of course there is the possibility that a certain pathogen and its medical interventions could have something to do with it.
Lately I've been enjoying yes chading a lot of my neurosis, which doesn't change anything but at least ameliorates shaming yourself for having them. In the case of memory, sure I can think of myself as some kind of elect for living each day in a haze of ghosts and dead possibilities whose reality is a tangible thing I can touch in the present as the ruins I live in. But I wish to forget.
I found myself out of a spiral of misery without remembering who I was or what I was supposed to be doing. There wasn't pain waking up anymore and I didn't want to die, but I forgot what I wanted to do before I lived. Found myself reflexively drawn to music I stopped liking and old hobbies and these failed past selves that I once was and were liked. And this sort of coheres into a person and tears are cried and you go meet so and so and everything is the same and it never mattered who you were because you're talking about more important things.
But I wish no one ever died and all my love was eternal.
Did you ever delete the Peter Thiel fancast? I wanted to relisten to the "busting inside" one but couldn't find them. I didn't look too much to be honest but it would be interesting to listen to them again.
Interesting idea .
I no longer keep a journal but I read books, a lot .
Those too keep the brain from atrophying as does problem solving, I'm a Tech advisor for a variety of vintage vehicles .
Use it (the brain) or loose it as they say .
-Nate
Interesting. I have heard numerous people say similar things regarding how they feel about their memory. Patients , family members a few friends. If there is a collective amnesia taking place it would have to be something wide-spread. Radiation from technology is very suspect. Also it seems cellular activity is affected by magnetic fields. With our magnetosphere weakening relatively fast it could be causing an untold number of physiological issues including memory retention and acquisition. Of course there is the possibility that a certain pathogen and its medical interventions could have something to do with it.
I can’t… let go…
Lately I've been enjoying yes chading a lot of my neurosis, which doesn't change anything but at least ameliorates shaming yourself for having them. In the case of memory, sure I can think of myself as some kind of elect for living each day in a haze of ghosts and dead possibilities whose reality is a tangible thing I can touch in the present as the ruins I live in. But I wish to forget.
I found myself out of a spiral of misery without remembering who I was or what I was supposed to be doing. There wasn't pain waking up anymore and I didn't want to die, but I forgot what I wanted to do before I lived. Found myself reflexively drawn to music I stopped liking and old hobbies and these failed past selves that I once was and were liked. And this sort of coheres into a person and tears are cried and you go meet so and so and everything is the same and it never mattered who you were because you're talking about more important things.
But I wish no one ever died and all my love was eternal.
Infinite Tsukuyomi.
yes